We are going t...

We are going to try some fun, new idea :) Here's the rules, you fill this out about me, and send it back. Then, you send it to all of your friends to see how much they know about you. Ready? Here we go... Basic Stuff* Full name (If you know it): Nicknames: If you could give me a nickname, what would it be? Age: When's my birthday? Siblings? What grade am I in? What school do I go to? What color eyes do i have? What color hair? What is my favorite color? How long have I known you? Where did we meet? Answer yes or no* Am I... Funny? Smart? Pretty? Cute? Nice? Friendly? More Am I* Quiet or Loud? Short or Tall? Weird or Original? Friendly or Selfish? Normal or "Special"? Boring or Fun? Attractive or Unattractive? Fat, Skinny, Thin, Just Right? Relationships* Who are my best friends? Who do I have a crush on? Do you think I'll get married? If so, to who? Random Stuff* What song reminds you of me? If you could give me anything what would it be? If you could describe me in one word, what would that word be and why? What was your first impression of me? What is your impression of me now? If you could ask me any one question, what would it be (I might answer it)? If you could tell me one thing right now and not care about what you are saying and how it would affect anything, what would it be? If you could change one thing about our relationship, what would it be? State your full opinion of me here:

SODA POP S...

SODA POP SODA POP! I'm such a closet britney fan, but anyway, Soda Pop mentions fire and ice and that is such a total Ginny Draco thing!! WOW! anyway, I was cleaning my room, trying to completely take my mind off of everything, when over my Windows Media Player, Soda Pop starts! And I hear the fire and ice part and I freeze! I look up and say "Song fic! Song fic! OHOH! YAY!" So now I'm in a totally creative mood and I'm supposed to be cleaning but I'm just too distracted! [male rapper] Like a great boy, all my other women are insolesWe're thinkin 'bout the great exphidition as popped we chose[Britney & rapper] So here we come, throwing here[rapper] Throwing here all on the sceneThough we go[Britney & rapper] On and on[rapper] come, come follow me Britney[Britney] yeahMm-hmm, soda pop, watch it fizz and popThe clock is tickin' and we can't stop (can't stop now)Mm-hmm soda pop, bop, shu-bopThe clock is tickin and we can't stopWe might start riding to the music tonightA clever way to get by, ohThe pops keep flowin' like its fire and iceSo give it a little blind, oohMm-hmm soda pop, watch it fizz and pop (mm-hmm)The clock is tickin and we can't stop (now)Mm-hmm soda bop, bop shu-bop shu-bopThe clock is tickinand we can't stopOoh-OohWe have a plan, we have a definite planTo level the vibes (vibes)To level vibes agian (ooh-yeah)SeeWhere ya ba-do for a superlative self, oh yeahA wicked time to the end, oh yaeh, soMm-hmm soda pop, watch it fizz and pop (ooh)The clock is tickin and we can't stop (can't stop)Mm-hmm soda pop, bop, shu-bop shu-bopThe clock is tickin and we can't stopSo much pop we're losing, sittin watchin the clockSo turn the tables baby, let's go over top (take it to the top now)No one else will doI'm waiting for youSo me what'cha got, just take a pop shotAnd we will never stop shu-bop, shu-bopyeah, mm-hmmThe clock is tickin and we can't stopMm-hmm soda pop, bop, shu-bop shu-bopThe clockis tickin and we can't stop (can't stop)Do it like we never have before (before, before, before)And lovin it til we drop (we drop, ah, we drop yeah)We'll flex tonight until they break down the door (oh yeah)The party won't ever stopsoMm-hmm soda pop, watch it fizz and pop (no, uh yeah)The clock is tickinand we can't stop (stop no)Mm-hmm soda pop, bop, shu-bop shu-bopMm-hmm soda pop (no) watch it fizz and pop (oh)The clock is tickin and we can't stop (can't stop)[rapper] I bet you we can pop like we've never popped it beforeWhy we keep commin back fdor more and more for sure (sure)It's cool Britney when wee get down on the floor yeahAnd we go[Britney & rapper] On and On until the break of dawnMm-hmm soda pop, watch it fizz and popThe clock is tickin and we can't stop (ah, can't stop, no)Mm-hmm soda pop, bop, shu-bop shu-bop (ooh yeah)The clock is tickinand we can't stop[rapper] All we gotta do is justMm-hmm soda pop, watch it fizz and pop (oh yeah)The clock is tickin and we can't stop[rapper] Oh, we're on the bend[Britney] Mmm, uh-oh

Is he lying...

Is he lying to me or is he lying to his mother? I don't know, and I can't figure it out. Why would he lie to me about it? Unless of course it's to intentionally upset me and make me mad. And why would he lie to his mother? I don't know. That would be stupid. I'm so very confused. And I have nothing to do, therefore my mind is entirely blank except for thoughts of this complete insanity. I wish something was on television, or I could find a decent draco/ginny. Too bad I can't. My thoughts wouldn't be wondering this far away, then. I wouldn't be so confused. I'd block it out. I'm so terribly bored.

I've done...

I've done okay today. I think I've done a little better than just okay, considering the pain I still feel. I didn't cry. At all. I woke up at 1:30 and called Jess and Chrissy to go to the movies. We left at 3:30 and went to McDonald's before seeing The Butterfly Effect at 4:40. I almost threw something at the screen at one point when Lenny and Kaylee were kissing, because it was just so sweet, and then again when Kaylee died and Ashton (forget his character's name) threw the flowers and the "I'll come back for you" sign in on her coffin. But romance was not the main idea of the movie, therefore not a chick flick or a date movie. It was extremely good, and I fell in love with the psychological aspect of it. I'm so happy that I saw it, even if I hate Ashton Kutcher with a passion. Punk'd is the stupidest show I've ever seen. And honestly, I'm not a fan of That 70's show either. And his character in Cheaper by the Dozen is a total ass and I don't think he's acting in that movie. But anyway, after the movie, we went to WalMart. I saw Micah, Aaron, Mr. Sowards, and Ms. Ellen (just the names I grew up calling the adults) and we said hi. I counted that as 4 Duvalians. We walked in the door and saw Mike and Sam Wright with Danielle Dunlap. Jessica and Chrissy were shocked at the "Mike dating Danielle" aspect of the meeting. After exchanging hello's with them, we went further into the store. A total of 8 Duvalians were spotted, and we were just in there for 5 minutes. Ms. McCormick was # 8. I got an O.C. poster that I'm going to save for my college dorm room, I believe. Or else I'll clean up my walls a little and move some stuff around to find room. By the time I got home, it was already around 8:30, 9. I watched some television, then read my magazine, then got online and updated blurty and check email. Then I got offline to watch more television. I'm incredibly bored. Oh, and my parents bought me two very pretty necklaces that I'm very proud of. They're silver. I like silver. But I think I did pretty good, not throwing sharp objects at happy kissing couples, and not going completely dependant and contacting the dork. I barely even thought of him, except for the dreams I kept having this morning. Those dreams made me sad. I wish I could control my subconscious. I wouldn't have dreams like those anymore. They're not happy like they used to be.Last night at the game was very fun, though. I love watching Aaron play basketball. He's so pretty and funny. But my mom talked to Thaddeus and Sissy. I don't remember all that was told to me, but I do know most of it was bull. He gets mad at me every day? I try to stay away from him as much as possible. I don't even talk to him during band. Heck, anymore, I only talk to Kaela and the other flutes. And that's only because they're close enough to hear my sarcastic and self critisistic comments. I don't even think that's a word, but it's the best I could come up with. And the rest of the day, I don't even see him, unless he comes to the part of the hall we sit in, and I don't say anything unless he stops. And then I usually end up leaving, so as to NOT cause problems, because I know he hates me. So, y'know, not my friggin' fault. Then I was told many different times that he IS going out with Monica. I was told that he DID go to her house after U.B. I was told they were very happy and together all the time. Well, guess what Sissy said! She said that he never went to her house, that they just dropped Thaddeus off somewhere that Dean could pick Thaddeus up. She said that he never went to her house. She said that they weren't dating and that she barely even went to Mark's anymore. She said that he didn't talk to anyone other than Mark on the phone and he didn't go to any one's house other than Mark's. She said that the only reason that he said I was too mature was because everyone else kept telling him that. Everyone else told him I was too old, and he let them influence him. My mom told Sissy that he needed to take into account what people were probably saying to me, and that it would most likely have been much, much worse than just "He's too young." And, trust me, it was. Everyone had horrible things to say about me because of him, and I never let it bother me. I never took into account the way I was seen by everyone else by dating him. The only time I didn't care what people thought, and the only time he did. Hm...Irony?? Yes, my favorite literary device. Irony. Yes, it was a very knowledgable night, and I learned quite a bit, not only about that situation, but many others. It was interesting.

AHAHAHAHA...

AHAHAHAHAH!!!! GUYS DRIVE ME CRAZY! THEY'RE PSYCHO! THEY SAY WE'RE HARD TO READ, TO UNDERSTAND! SCREW THAT! THERE'S NO WAY! I AM SO FRIGGIN' CONFUSED RIGHT NOW! THERE IS NO WAY! I GIVE UP! ON LIFE FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I WONDER IF THAT WOULD MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY IF I JUST DIDN'T LIVE ANYMORE!! WOULD IT? WOULD THAT MAKE EVERYONE HAPPY???!?!?!?!?!?!?anyway, duval lost bad to harts, aaron's pretty, dork is confusing and a big liar, i still refuse to admit that there is a thing called valentine's day, and, also, today is not it! TODAY IS FRIDAY THE FRIGGIN' 13TH!

okay, I just got ...

okay, I just got done playing like, 3 games of bowling with Jessica. I won 2, btw. But as soon as I got done bowling, I turned on Jay Leno. He's like, one of the best late night hosts, even though I lurve Kilbourn so much more! The only problem with Leno is that his chin reminds me of *~hers~*. Identical. But I turn it on and there's a pregnant woman sitting there. She said, "Thaddeus" something or other. and Jay goes, "So, you're husband is Thaddeus. Thaddeus is an odd name. I don't know many Thaddeus'." Then he names off one or two. She says, "Well, Thaddeus is an odd name, but Thaddeus is a family name. My great grandfather was Thaddeus, my grandfather was Thaddeus, My dad was Thaddeus, My husband is Thaddeus, and My Brother is Thaddeus. I refuse to name any of my children Thaddeus. Thaddeus will not be a name for my family." and that continued for a full five minutes. I was just staring at the television screen, not even blinking the entire time. As soon as that exchange was finished, I turned it. I am now boycotting Jay Leno.

DECEMBER:Loya...

DECEMBER:Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.WEll, I don't know how to do all that other stuff, but lena's journal has it all...I'm honest and trustworthy, love attention, love to be loved, hate restrictions, impatient, loyal, i like to think i'm sexy, and fun to be with. I don't take pride in myself and i'm not active in games. I AM NOT LOGICAL! NEVER HAVE BEEN, NEVER WILL BE! I HATE LOGIC!but, yea, most of it's pretty true. Loyal like a dog.