Brandon

Why am i letting myself do this again? I'm letting myself fall for a guy that i know will never feel the same way about me and i can't stop it. Well, i'm not letting myself fall, i'm trying to keep my balance as well as i cann but i don't now, he just keeps tripping me. He kept putting his hat on me this morning and like, totally flirting, but i know that he's just friend flirting, but to me it feels like more and i can't stand it. it's killing me inside and i just want this all to be over because i can't stand that he is 'with' all these other girls that i consider my best freinds....well, not all of them. sheila, yes, kristy, yes, britni , not if it kept me out of hell!!!! gosh, i hate him!! he's the normal always fallen for druggie bad boy and i'm the goody goody that always falls for the druggie bad boy!!! JGALKJGJALKFDSJGALKFDGHEAKIH REAIFTAJHLKFN RDAOIHJC"AOIF ADLKNF sjhf.kjg;hdsfkjg vrdjkds hkjfd noiufhad ;cjphd987ry he;riuy;rkjfhaskdjfskhfkjlds kI HATE Bvbglu fkjfgGuys suck, but they're just so damn hott!`Love can heal, love can hurt, so be smart n just flirt!Reality is an illusion, caused by lack of drugs.EVEN IF THE VOICES AREN'T REAL, THEY HAVE SOME REALLY GREAT IDEAS!I'm not a bytch, i am THE bytch, ur just mad cuz i'm not UR bytch!----That's what i'm gonna say 2 brandon next time he calls me a bitch, which he does quite often!!!!!!!!!!!!!!IF confusion is the first step to knowledge, then hell, i'm the smartest person in the universe!