everyone's b/s!

i'm tired of all of this, everyone fighting and everyone dragging me into it, but when i'm called a fake for no good reason (and trust me when i say i'm not) then it's NOT fine and dandy with me! No matter how scared i am that people are going to hate me for what i say and what i agree with and don't agree with, i do and say what is true to me and i can't stand it when people start crap because they don't like 1, just 1 person in a group that i talk to....so, i go out to the movies with that 1 person and i'm called a fake, even though i've known the person that called us that since the 1st grade! and i doubt she'll even be reading this because she took me off of her friends list completely, B4 I EVEN KNEW ANYTHING WAS WRONG! i can't stand it!!!! i know people have problems with breann! I have problems with breann! but i talk to her about them! I GET OVER IT!!!!!!! I COMPROMISE!!! I DON'T CALL ALL MY OTHER FRIENDS NAMES BCUZ I DON:T LIKE ONE FREAKING PERSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! UGH! this has been happening since forever! Nothing's ever going to change! I'm tired of the controversey surrounding certain people and I wish it would just stopI don't want to lose the friendship with this person but they're too freakin' hard headed to know what's going on right in front of their faces! If someone is acting 'fake' then they need to tell that person or specify who they're talking about, not call everyone in the whole place 'fake.'This really freaking hurts. Everytime i get everything back to normal and back to the way things need to be, something goes wrong and it usually has to do with the same few people. I'm not blaming them, i'm blaming myself. The people i've known the longest are always the ones to hurt me, take me for granted and use me. Well, i'm not taking it anymore. I am part of that group and no matter how much she tries to freakin' clarify what she freakin' meant, i am one of those people she called "fake" She's been talking about me behind my back since she's had people that would talk back. Nyoka, danielle, emily--they were just the beginning. They hated me, so she did too. She followed the freakin' crowd. She didn't care what it did to me. She didn't care how much it would hurt our friendship and she still doesn't. She keeps sabatoging our friendship and i'm not going to be taken for granted anymore. Just because i've continually been there after everything that she's done to me, well, let's just say no more!And the whole thing about people and prom and her. She had to have known how much certain things would hurt me when she said them!!! if she didn't she's stoopid! One day, we were on switching buses at woodville and she was all mad at "the group" as usual. Well, it was a few days before prom and she was like "I'm not going to prom" and I said "No, you can't skip prom, you're like, my best friend and it won't be any fun without you!" and she said, "Well, since timmy's not going, i'm going to go out and party with him. He already said it was ok"Timmy was supposed to be my date to prom. he had cancelled a few days before because his "aunt wouldn't allow it" And then my 'best friend' makes a comment like that. She knew that i was really upset about him cancelling. I had just like, completely cried all the way home the day that he had told me. And then she says something like that. It felt like a stab, not in the back, but right in the heart. And then a twist straight through. So what am I supposed to do when my so-called "best friend" calls me a fake??!!! There's nothing I can do but be hurt, angry, upset....