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Ok, I love Upward Bound, but I hate Upward Bound. I shoulda just gotten Nysha and April in it! No one else, I mean, other than jarrod and deanna, i didn't get them in. But there's just too many Duval people there. Thaddeus, well, he's just a spoilt snob. he's only tried to talk to me once and that was when i was so engrossed in watching eddie run up and down the basketball court that i was sitting away from everyone else and hadn't said a single word for an hour and a half. He says he isn't being a snob but he doesn't even talk to me when he's around carrie and april and nysha. he completely ignores me unless i grab his shoulders and yell "LISTEN TO ME!", which i actually had to do once. He's become totally obsessed with megan and i guess she's totally replaced me. o, well...Aaron is there....Aaron, aaron, aaron, aaron, aaron, aaron, aaron! I am so totally happy with him...well, i will be eventually. We've only really been talking for about two weeks, but according to people who see him when i'm not watching, he keeps watching me...SIGH SIGH! we walk from trig to the dorms with each other everyday. Usually everyone else leaves us and we just flirt all the way up there and it's so much fun and everyone's like, "you can tell he likes you, he watches you all the time and he flirts so bad" and i'm like trying to find reasons for it, but he waits on me after trig and sits behind me in history and it just feels so right, y'know, to be talking and flirting with him...ok, so he's no jd, i'll admit that....he's not even a serafin--well, i'm kinda happy bout that....but he's not really all that wow, hott, y'know, but he's cute and sweet and everything i really want in a guy, except he keeps cheerleading and i don't really like that. Everyone keeps saying they think he's gay, but I know he's not cuz brett told me about all his 'girl problems' and they were bad and he definitely likes girls, he just tries to stay away at the moment cuz they get him in BIGBIG trouble with his parents....i felt sorry for him....*sniff, sniff* I really wish the rumors about me and thaddeus would stop though, cuz i think they're making him back away a little cuz he thinks i'm taken. I hate those rumors and i almost cry everytime i hear them. That's another thing about thaddeus that is making me mad. I ate lunch with him one day and his little brat friend rico asked me if i was a virgin and thaddeus told him no i wasn't! that made me really mad and i still haven't forgiven him. and then rico keeps calling me little dork's girlfriend to make me mad and it made me so mad that i started crying and nysha (politely) told him to stop and he got all up in her face and all i could say was "Get. this. little. brat. away. RIGHT NOW!!" and he finally left after threatening to put a foot in nysha's face. I can't stand that little loudmouthed brat!but aaron is worth it all. Aaron and Disneyland! That's going to make it perfect! the fountain like corey and topanga! ah! that would be wonderful!ok, here's the part everyone will say "WHAT??!!" about. Yes, I know i have said there are certain schools that i will never date a guy from. Well, this is an acception. Aaron's a sophmore from Harts. But he acts so much more mature than most 10th graders and i can't be related to him cuz then i'm be related to bailey's who are related to wiley's who are related to serafins!!!!! and i'm not, so that's just it, i'm not!!!