I just don't know ...

I just don't know what to do. I think thaddeus is cheating on me. I have to talk to him and I have to ask him about what all mark told me, but i can't get ahold of him at all. Sissy and Debbie both told me that they'd tell him to call me ASAP but it hasn't happened yet.And I don't know what to do about Mark. I don't know how to get ahold of Kaela to tell her that she really needs to get rid of that jerk. I mean, how can he be going out with her and tell me that he loves me???? I just don't know what to do! and i can't post any of this on my blurty because that is not the way that I want kaela to find out that her boyfriend is a major asshole. I need to get ahold of her, but I can't. I can't get ahold of anyone. I'm supposed to go to hinkles tonight, but I don't think I'll feel up to it. i mean, I'm probably going to be breaking up with my boyfriend tonight. I can't cheer up enough to have fun right after and I'll just bring everyone else down.