last day for seniors...and senior pictures.

omg! today was awesome! everything has happened this year and i really don't wish it to end! i mean, i got an office in student council. i've talked to every 'crush' i've ever had at that school. I've passed AP (well, yet to see actually happen, but let's keep our finger's crossed) I've become friends with everyone. I'm so loved and I SPOKE TO JOSH WALKER 2 TIMES TODAY! twice! for his senior picture and name card...he gave me a name card...not carrie, not lena (hahahaha, i know she'll read this!) not even TRISTA! ME!!! MEMEMEMEME!! AHAHAHAH! honest, i need to calm down cuz i don't need to be this happy over him. He's not worth this much AH! o, god, but he's hot! he's so wonderful! just as long as his mouth stays shut! actually, that's ok, too, now that he's toned down the ego. He's so...*~sigh~*!!! and i promised myself to make sure i didn't see him that way ever again! he handed me the picture through the bus window and i was shaking. I said, "Thanks, Josh!" and turned to go back to my seat. Obviously, Crystal the DITZY (better known as ME!) had no control whatsoever on her stupid mouth and she screamed (squealed, very high pitched) as soon as he turned around...he heard, he looked back! I..I...I LUV IT! I mean, not as if he'll see me ever again after next saturday! He (should) graduate...let's hope to God that this guy got passing grades, cuz if he didn't, i'm gonna die! I can't have class with him after that! ok, so i've been through every friend inflicted type of torturous humiliation, but never has it been self inflicted, as today's was. i wasn't supposed to do that. I didn't mean to...I shook all the way home and no one else was allowed to hold the picture. Not even lenie! I gonna make her a copy, though, on my 'puter...and i'm gonna print out like, 2 pages of wallet sized, then about 2 full page pictures, and omg, i'm so obsessed! Someone help me down off of this walker high! What a time to need a cute guy! AHAHAHAHAHAH!!! I wonder where i can find one of those....or if brooke would loan me jd for a week or two...just to get my mind offa walker...yea, ur right, i doubt it, too!